Sunday, December 31, 2006 1:53 AM

Check out this podcast episode!


BLACK CAT


BLAST IT


Trapnest - Truth





Enjoy! -- blackcat



PEACE & SMILE


Saturday, December 30, 2006 12:12 AM


This is so HOT! Shou looks freaking sexay in here. xDD

Joke of the day:
When i serve tea to table 10, one customer asked "is this cabbage or lettuce? " pointing at the veggie. Then i replied "cabbage" with the not-so-sure-look. Then, marvin came to the next sec to refill cabbage for them while i served tea for the next table. The customer asked the same qns and guess wad? Marvin STONED at there without replying the answer because he did not know what to reply. hahahas. I was laughing away while serving tea and the customers gave the are-you-okay look. LOL. It is hilarious to see how Marvin react.

Embarrassment of the day:
I was too high till and FELL while "jumping" around. No one helped but laughed. Damn them. It hurt so badly but none asked "are you alright". Damn them again. It was so embarrassing to fall in front of my colleagues. Boo boo.

It is not so tiring today, i have fun instead for my famous self-entertainment. hahahas.


PEACE & SMILE


Thursday, December 28, 2006 10:38 PM


Great, today i was in charge of dish washing. And it was utterly tiring! Today i was so worn out that i dont bother about my eyecandy and guess wad? I had forgotten to punch out my time card and when i realised it, i called back to Tonkichi and asked Karen to help me to punch out. For the goodness sake, bad impression for the restaurant manager! Gosh. I am so dead by now.
Hope tomorrow Karen is not there or i'll been said or warned. x((
And hope im not in charge of dish washing again. Im pretty slow at that and luckily today got Auntie here to help. Or im dead. *sigh.

Isetan private sales today. It was really chaotic and i couldn't even get in as the gates are locked. Great sales outside, "great" work inside. *tired.

Im so blurred these days lately. I dont even sure what exactly im doing. Thanks to marvin for most of the help. =)) I love his side smile. Gees. But uh uh, he is taken and he is not really of my type. xP

HEYS yvonne, sorry about today. Im totally worn out and i cant get through you through the phone today. I've called millions times but somehow the woman said " the singtel .. is currently unavailable. .." Sorry. x((


PEACE & SMILE


Wednesday, December 27, 2006 11:53 PM
My computer has revived once again! whoohoo~
But it has been reformatted = everything is gone. boohoo~
My pictures, my songs~ (cries)


PEACE & SMILE


Monday, December 25, 2006 9:39 PM


Last day was totally exhausting. Walk to taka and back to shaw's for 3 times just to collect and return the cakes. Town is filled with people because there is some road show celebration. It was frustrating to carry heavy bags of cakes to one place whereby it is so crowded. I was totally worn out. Shoulder, hand and feet ache. Tomorrow i sure get muscles ache, thanks to sunny. lol. I cant help but to complain about how tiring today can be. hahas. i miss felicia. x(

The brownie is delicious! I cant help but to get another batch today and Auntie Ivy treat me that! Thanks Auntie Ivy. x))

FIRE is the word. Our miss tonkichi captain, Shao Jing taught us. xDD


PEACE & SMILE




MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!

Just came back from yvonne's house. They cooked, i eat. PASTAS! x)) Although it was not very delicious, i still ate all, thanks lovelies!! You all simply are "great" cooks. *punches.(from them) Thanks. hahas. It is a waste that we cant play sparkles, or else it will be great!
Thanks jessu su for the presents!! heh hehs. x))

Tomorrow will be the last day of work of selling cakes. I will miss Auntie Ivy and Felicia though. Maybe i'll say hi to Felicia and Shirley when i saw them outside Dome. heh hehs. x))


i'll go sleep soon,
ciaos!




PEACE & SMILE


Sunday, December 24, 2006 1:30 AM
happy happy day today. >DD



Its already X'mas eve and where are my presents? heh hehs. (just joking)
Later got work early in the morning and at night is going to be funky going cranky with girl friends. WHOO HOOS. Stupid huat and dreyy cannot make it, pyy have to join later, so left the four of us. It's alright, we are going to make the whole night with loads of fun aite? hees.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!

Hey guys, tell me whether you all did hear my blog song, it is sung by Boa - Meri kuri. x))


PEACE & SMILE


Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:30 PM


Shit, i found his friendster.
Shit, i saw his pictures.
Shit, he is so loving.
Shit, i have to find a new one.


PEACE & SMILE




I want a boyfriend. Not a part-time boyfriend.
Someone like TC will be so great but it is just a dream and desire. Sometimes i really think it is so unfair, why people like us cant get great guys? Maybe we have did alot of sins in our past lives. hahas.
Someone who can walk you back home, 24hrs care about you and mainly, he is just belonged to you. How nice~! *sigh. Appearance may not be the problem, but personality rules all. It is so hard to find a great guy!! Even if found one, he is already taken, so unfair!!
!@#$%^&!!

*sigh. WHY GOD WHY??


PEACE & SMILE


Tuesday, December 19, 2006 1:49 AM
because you are my darling. xDD



lately, i think i've lost my fashion sense. I wear class tee and shorts to town today. lol. i dress horribly nowadays and think i actually look pretty cool. [ a lie ]

O well, working is all i can do now.
The time past so slowly while im selling cakes and standing there doing nothing. I get very hungry so soon in a blink and get very tired when i get home. I want to resume my work as a waitress neither do i want to sell cakes. The time passes faster and at least i got work to do.
The auntie is nice, she treated me fan choy today. x))


PEACE & SMILE


Monday, December 18, 2006 12:10 AM
Sigh. Tomorrow starts work . My job is selling cakes at basement of Shaw House.
Great, TC got a girlfriend already! O man, he is really a helpful person. Whatever you are in doubt with, he will help u. He will lead you. aww. Its okay, he is my motivation of working harder. =)) But this coming week i will not be able to see him since im selling cakes. O man, hope i can see him after work. x)))


PEACE & SMILE


Sunday, December 17, 2006 1:44 AM


Akanishi Jin.
I know why im so interested in him (thou im interested in kazuya also)
His birthday is 4th if July!! Im so interested in Cancerians. uh huh. nowonder. He is Hot and he is way too sexay! great, i do sound like a pervert old man. (laugh)


PEACE & SMILE


Saturday, December 16, 2006 11:47 PM


Second day of work ain't that bad, my colleagues are still helpful as usual but of course i did most of the work myself. I think my hands have become rougher for cleaning the sauce bottles and stuffs. I think i did a good job for being in charge of the sauce today. Thanks Kang for teaching me. o yea o yea. But come on, bloggers aint't losers.
O well, overall im satisfied with my work and im looking forward to the next day. =))

Im selling cakes next week as STUPID yvonne does not want to change shifts as me, o well.
I will be working at the basement from next Monday - Saturday with Celine. But she only works for a few days, o well. =)) Why not she change shift with him? (laugh) Fat Hope. LOL.


PEACE & SMILE


Thursday, December 14, 2006 11:43 PM


Friends always welcome you with a warm smile and end it with a great laughter.
There are times when you are being left out, but dont turn yourself to the negative side. Join their conversation, be one of them. Start a new topic and get ready for the gossips or facts. x)
Sometimes i do agree working brings us further apart, but always try something new to bring us back together again. Hope some unexpected stuffs wont bring us apart. <=))

Get a hair cut today. One die, all die. great.
As i expected after a wash, gone. LOL. There's a need of straightening for my hair now. LOL. Am i really going to work tomorrow? Let's see tomorrow. hahas. xDD


PEACE & SMILE


Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:26 PM
The doctor do piss me off. My blogger got some problem so i dont think i want to rewrite about what happen at the clinic. My blood will boil more if i repeat what i've said. o, damn him.
I swear i never step into the clinic anymore, over my dead body. A doctor who keep cutting your speech and does not answer your question is not a good doctor. However, he does claim that he is right but his explanation does not even sound convincing. whatever.




NOBUTA POWER FIGHTING ENTER!
After saying it, it helps to boost up your power! =)) Alright, maybe im just too naive like Nobuta. But i do not do that, maybe sometimes at home. lol.



My favorite anime character form fushigi yuugi. heh hehs. Repeating watching the series make me damn high. It is a successful work from yuu watase. =))
Imagine you fall in love with an ancient guy who willingly to come to your world just to live with you, wonderful right? Of cuz, he had to make sacrifices back then. awesome~
As long as you believe in yourself and the love you've made, miracles do happen. xDD


PEACE & SMILE


Tuesday, December 12, 2006 4:00 PM
Sigh. I've been sent to work at the basement of Shaw house to sell cakes from Next monday - saturday. O great, i have not start work as a waitress already been sent to sell cakes. Sigh. It keeps delaying, the feeling of working is not really there anymore. A disappointment to sell cakes.. Maybe i need someone like Akira, offer one kiss for whoever who buy cakes from the shop. Like that the day will end more quickly. hahas. Fat hope.

Sigh.

Black Cat the anime is damn nice, nothing about romance in the moment. =DD



just being a wild cat with freedom. =))


PEACE & SMILE


This guy looks so different!
Gokusen 1


Hana Yori Dango

He acted as Hanazawa Rui in Hana Yori Dango. KAKO II! He looks so charming in there but he looks like a gangster when he acted in Gokusen. x)))
It is totally hilarious when he open the cubicle door while Makino is sitting on the toilet bowl doing her small business. HAHAHAS. It totally cracked me up. Then he said, " huh. at least lock your door." hahahas. funny~ o well, self entertainment.

Next time i'll show you all NOBUTA POWER ENTER! hahahas.


Have pride in what you do, dont let anyone look down on you.
This is your own life. =))


PEACE & SMILE


Sunday, December 10, 2006 3:07 PM
Well, i dare to say that im much happier now though something happen on some particular day. Be happy and be straight forward looking at your future! You cant live in the original spot, pondering, and living in your past memories. Step out of the spot and you will find more interesting things may happen. Regardless of unhappy or frustrating things, you always learn something in return in the very process which made you grew even matured and be more understanding! I've stepped out of the spot and neither i will go back again. Im looking forward to my 1st day of work and the things that i can make my friends happy and myself too!
WHOO HOO!



Gokusen 1 is HOTDA. Both series are equally interesting! But somehow the Jun (main lead) leads me to the wrong way because he looks like he HAD fallen for his teacher. muahahas.
Loving someone is free.
The difference between Fighting and Violence.
You fight in order to protect the precious something which make you grown stronger.
A fight is a fair battle but violence is a bias battle.
Using all sort of despicable advantages against those disadvantages is called violence.
Such as more ppl against lesser ppl, or using weapons while the opposite didn. yups yups!





Gokusen 2 is darn nice! Kazuya is totally HOT! And the other guy too!
Believe in your friends and yourselves. Treat them nice, and they will treat you better. =))


PEACE & SMILE


Saturday, December 09, 2006 11:10 PM
This is Gokusen 1. The guy is gorgeous!! whoo. seriously, i really hope there is an affair between the black hair guy and the teacher. hahas. He really looks damn cute in this show, but he slowly show his cuteness in Hana Yori Dango as Domyuji(Dao ming Si) too. hehes




Gokusen2. I cant wait to watch this second dorama. Kazyuya acting in it too!!
JESSE! The guy on the most left is handsome rite? He acted in Nobuta wo Produce i've mentioned in my blog earlier. DROOLSSS. *nose bleeds. gorgeous!! hahahas. im so looking forward to watch it! hahahas.



Alright, i sound like some pervert bastard. hahas. x))
They are ichiban shows. DONT MISS HIM! IT!


PEACE & SMILE


This dorama is totally awesome!! It is about friendship and about changing one's life. Believe in urself and you can do it! Nobuta Power Fighting Enter!! hahas.
Alright. My life is going to be all about doramas and idols. Fansite huh. hahas.



Whenever there is peace, there will be some troublemakers who are going to start trouble again.
Even if you fell to the bottom, your life still doesn't end. Life doesn't end so easily. =))


watashi wa daijobu, ke do watashi wa sabishii to na.


PEACE & SMILE


Friday, December 08, 2006 12:06 AM
Now im currently spending my time watching doramas. One dorama after the another one. Too bad the show Hana Yori Dango[meteor garden] Live action dorama cannot be continued watching as it is copyrighted and been requested to be removed in youtube. O man, it is another must-watch dorama! hahas. Going off to watch This new cute dorama. x))

Nobuta no produce is a really fun dorama to watch!! Hey guys. Dont miss this. The actors are so kako ii!! x))



Aww, i want to go shopping with guys who help you to pay and choose lovely clothes. whoohoo. And by these two lovely guys!! Gosh.. Im so crazy over this dorama now. Its freaking nice and about them who change one's life! WHOO!


PEACE & SMILE


Wednesday, December 06, 2006 11:11 PM
CAUTERIZE
"Tremble"

(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
My lips they tremble from this silence
But I'd rather chew on razor blades

Then speak the words I want to say
Don't tell me you are sorry
I see this thing all too clearly now
We're past apologiesI just want you to bleed like me
I (Tremble)Should have known (Tremble)
But I never thought you'd do this to me (Tremble)
It (Tremble)Hurts to laugh (Tremble)
Now that I know the joke was on me (Tremble)

And it makes me sick to think
About all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would of made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess

The blood would dry
But the lies you hide are rotting your insides(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
My stomach's got this aching feeling
Thinkings got the best of me
Brought out the worst for all to see

This feels like everybody knows a secret I don't
These malicious grins and whispering
A vicious plot to kill what's left of me

{repeat}


PEACE & SMILE


Everyone is getting a boyfriend.
I want one too!! hahas. Im starting to fantasize. Can someone be as perfect as Shou? HAHAHHAS. Im mad.


PEACE & SMILE


Tolerance.

friday night was torturing me.
sleepless night in an unfamiliar room.[my other room].

FIRST DAY
i started missing everyone..

took a pic at genting



SECOND DAY
At the evening, went to KLCC[the place similar to taka. all the branded stuffs can be found there] the dinner was delicious! yumm.hahs.

took the cable car down.


saw a double deckle bus. cute!


me and x'mas tree in the hotel.



THIRD DAY
went to a large, spacious mall and shop! it's similar to suntec.. got loads of stuffs.. hehs hehs..

taking a train to the mall. the train is much shorter than mrt.


saw a brand called seven7!! hahs!


the decoration at the mall..



LAST DAY
i cant wait to go back to singapore! huura! i did abit of shopping then the rest of the time i spent it in the coach. i was caught at the check point for bringing in chewing gums. damn. lucky the kind lady let me off with the gums.. so girls, u must be honored to eat the gumss!

a zatchbell luggage bagg! i saw a boy holding it. gees.




o well, tts all..

don't feel like blogging anymore..
there's nth fer me to continue..




the final.



PEACE & SMILE


Friday, December 01, 2006 4:47 PM
Next thursday im starting work at a japanese resteraunt alone.
Im doing the morning shift, not sure of what time it end.
Starting from 12- ??? at lido..
Anyone accompany me to go home? heh hehs. im started to get nervous about it already.. x))


PEACE & SMILE


BLACK JEWEL

Give it a smile. =)
` LIVE IT WITH A SMILE.

Col `
05.07 `
cancerian `
seventeen `
temasek poly `

` LOOK FORWARD WITH A GRIN.

girlfriends `
him `
friends `
dance `
shopping `

` AS THERE'S A BETTER TOMORROW

pass my diploma `
adidas jacket `
a new bag `
a watch `
everyone's smile `



AND

FUSHIGI YUUGI - WAKATTE ITAHAZU

WHITE ROSE

ALICIOUS
AUDREY
BLACK CAT
DARREN
HUAT
JESSULYN
JIE YING
KANG WEI
NGOH HIANG
PUI YING
SHAO JING
SHERYL
VANN
XI YU
YI RU
YVONNIE

` AND I GAVE THEM MY GRATITUDE.







NYAPPY

` WHISPERS THAT TEMPTED ME FROM MOVING ON



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